Saturday, February 19, 2005

Why am I doing something that I don't want to do? Why do I still want you?
Why am I still waiting messages from you? Why am I still missing you?
Why am I still dreaming of you? Why am I still here writting and thinking about you?

I feel so bad deep in my heart, like the shadow has fallen down on me, I cannot see
the bright spot in my life, I'm so tired of loving and I don't wanna be. Being far from you tears
me inside... and the pain is too hard to bear.... I wish you could hold me in your arms, With your
sweet kisses show me that you care... every breath I take, torture I receive, It reminds me that
all of this is so real... and while the tears are rolling down my face... I know you don't love me
anymore nor ever will... coz I had hurt you so deeply...."Deardear", It's so damn hard to be
alone, It hurts me so much to feel this way, I keep on hoping that you love me again and that
you are just too afraid to say.

With broken heart, I'm trying to go on, I'll keep on living, but my soul is dead. Your
smile will remain the part of me and your eyes will always make me sad! Remember "What
Happened" on 31th dec 2004? But still I LOVE YOU. My heart has truly broken Into pieces
unfixable... I want you to know how much I LOVE YOU... but won't have the chance to said it
anymore... I remember when we used to touch the feeling that ran through my very veins... But
now my heart is broken... I can't breath I can't see... All I want is you to come back to me... You
are my life my mind and my very soul and right now I do anything to show you how much I
want you.

But I can't find my way and you haven't come to find me.But I will wait untill that day
where you find me and my love again Find your way my love, because my heart is breaking....


~Love Hurts~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">11:38 PM