Saturday, March 12, 2005

Arrggghhhhh........ never receive any call from Singapore Turf Club today!!! All my dreams
are dashed now.... I'm a "Dead Duck"!!!(My "Ti Gong" really ignore my prayer) What am I
suppose to do now? I really don't know leh... makes me regretted my decision to turn down Ah
Kiong offer... think have to start planning all over again liao... sighs... so disappointed*

Very tired.... fall asleep after my dinner just now. Actually Rongyao asked me to go for
dinner today but I decline because of going to jog....(Think the sun gonna rise from the north!!!) My stamina also improve alot liao.... coz the distant getting longer and longer.( So proud of
myself) Hopefully all my hard work would not go down the drain and I would not give up half-
way.

Been thinking very hard of a solution to "solve her problem"(When I also need people to
help me) by this weekend..... should I go back to my "old ways"??? I'm still undecide yet....
really in a fix now..... actually I got an "idea"... but all my friends said that I'm mad~ So many
question marks on my mind now.... really wanted to helped and don't want to see "her" suffer
because of my problems, but what can I really do when I can't even look after myself now???
Some of my "friends" even asked me to ignore "her"..... asking why should I care, when "she"
don't even give a damn about me??? I never give them any reply and just smiled.... but deep in
my heart, I know the reasons.....

.....It's because I OWN "HER" alot, "she's" a very NICE GIRL & I really LOVE "HER"~



~True Love Is Like A Ghost.... Many Have Thought About It.... But There's Only A Few Who Have Really Seen It~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">4:49 PM