Thursday, March 31, 2005

Hi, today I'm gonna let you guys see my "MOST POWERFUL WORDS" that I ever know of in my 27 years on this planet called Earth..... here it goes..... guess this is the last time that I'll blog in a while~(Hopefully not) So much things had happened in the past few days.... and currently I'm under tumultuous pressure to "Be A Saint"~

I don't like this kind of stress lor....... stress suppose to encourage work, ignites motivation, procreates determination, expands competiviveness, and everything else you can think of.... but come to think of it, there's also the ugly side of stress..... stress kills soul slaughters braincells, deflates egos, taints immaculate health records, murders minds and everything negative you can come up with.... just hope that I can take it all in my stride....... :(

I'm close to giving it all up with the numerous problem that I'm facing now..... but not to the extent of breaking down and of course, how can I break down, rite? NO! I WON'T!!! There's no pillar of support when I need one.... No, make that, there are no pillars of support.... you guys may ask, where are my sweetie & all my friends? Ya.... don't worry..... they all are still alive and kicking.... but I just don't want to bother them. Everyone got their own commitment and I feel that, sometimes I should learn how to be more independent.... and not relied on them too much.(I also don't know why I said all this when I know, all of them will be beside me when I need them~ OMG, please pardon me for my lameness, okay?)

Alrite..... that's all for now. Maybe my mind's are just running wild, and I sound so edgy today. Pardon me for these are just inccessant rantings..... still waiting for sweetie call coz she PROMISED that, she will call back but it's already so late.... I think she had already totally forgotten about me and fall asleep liao..... sighs.... hopefully tomorrow will be a "Sunny Day"...... been missing her alot~ NitezzzZ....



~People Know Me.... But Not Many Understand Me....~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">3:12 AM