Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Hmmm...... suddendly feeling quite happy with my life so far~ (apart from still been
jobless lah) Still no luck with my interviews leh.... thought those who are born in the year of
horse, this year will have a very good year??? But how come I don't think so? Anyway, got a
birthday "present" from "Miss I" when she's at my house last night, thanks alot "Deer"! Love it
very much! Hehehee... Actually hope she can take leave and accompany me for the whole day,
but she's too busy leh... and had to reached office at 9 plus in the morning. So send her took a
cab and went back to sleep..... then woke up in the afternoon, went down stairs and buy lunch...
sighs... it's so boring been jobless~ I'm still waiting for the PSA job that I had appiled.... and they
asked me to wait for two weeks, "not again....???"
Received my birthday celebration pictures from Eunice just now.... and "someone" comment that I look like a cooked lobster huh???!! Hahahahaa..... for your infomation hor, It's
not because of the drinks that I had on that day.... It's because of the trip to Siloso Beach last
week, okay? "Peijie" got it??!! Eunice & Grace jio this thursday go "MU" with their FEMALE
colleague!!!(Saliva dropping~) And said we will play "007" again!!! Hahahaaha.... but still
thinking whether want to go anot leh.... firstly, because last year I went there once, when my
cousins came back from US to visit us, and I find that it's too young, too bengs and they play
TECHNO!!( YUCKS!!) An OLD UNCLE like me cannot take it lah, sure will kanna heart-attack!
(But got girls leh...)Sighs..... secondly, It's because I got free admission tickets to Zouk the next
day on friday leh!!! Hmmm.... If I chiong for two days, I will be very tired and broke lor..... what
should I do leh? Sighs..... have to make a decision fast..... BIG HEADACHE~
"She" unblock me and we chat on MSN for quite a while just now.... and "she" even
said we can still be friends and "she" won't block me if we can chat nicely!(Lets see whether
"she" mean it anot lor) Must be surprise why "she's" willing to chat with me for so long, rite? Hahahaa.... It's because I chance upon "something" and know about "her secret" last night. And
that is.... I finally found out who is "her" bf liao~ Sighs... sometimes I'm wondering why am I so
CLEVER for what? Isn't it good to just "act blurr" and don't know about anything better?
Actually it's no surprise for me lor.... coz she always told me things about him when we're still
together and he even sometimes "on the way" and drived "her" to school before!!!(Please
lah... I had been through all, I also used to drived, okay? Which "tactics" have I never use
before to woo a girl even when my gf are inside the car together with me huh?) Sighs..... "she"
got that bit of cleverness in "her", but sometimes.... "she's" just sooo very NAIVE~ Although
"she" used to assured me that "she" got no feelings for him during that time... I still can "sense
something" lor.... but just that I kept quiet only. See! What I "predicted" are just so true.....
(I might as well go and be a fortune-teller better) "she" used to said that I'm not concern about
"her" and I only know how to said more bad things about "her" when "she's" feeling down but
did "she" ever think, why I did that to a women that I love so much??? I did it for "her" own
good.... I'm training "her" to be much more "street-wise", to be more aware of things happening
around "her"..... but seems that my method are wronged.....
By the way, dear friends~ I'm not hurt anymore hor.... I know what past already
past.... and I WON'T ask for a second chance coz "she" belongs to someone else now. Just wanna
said out my thoughts and feelings only. No big deal, okay? Don't worry about me and I'm VERY
FINE~
~Sometimes I Really Wish That I'm Stupib And Not Be So Clever~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">3:56 AM