Saturday, March 05, 2005
Just back from home... went drinking with my brother just now........ actually should
go Zouk today with Eric's & gang.... but I never go coz I sms "her" yesterday night and today
afternoon... telling "her" that I'll be calling "her" today..... Thought that after so long.... we can
have a proper chat but sighs..... when I called "her", "she" answered the call(I'm shaking and
don't know what to said!!!) BUT "she" won't even talk to me and hang up after 5 secs!!!! I'm
feeling so miserable now.......... Don't really know what should I do.... friends out there!!!! Can
teach me what should I do???? I already did my best..... but........ sighs....... saw "her" posting
last night, and It's makes me even more miserable!!!! All the things "she" wrote are just
soooooo TRUE!!!!(Feeling soooooo.... remorseful!!!)
"Girl".... I had already done my BEST to win "you" back..... what more do you want from
me...???? I'm really hurt by those posting that you had wrote on your blog........ I'm really
exhausted..... can't really describle those feelings.... please stop toturing me, will you? I just
wanna have some words with you.... and If you ever think that my "words" are unreasonable...
Then we will call it quits..... and I won't ever call you again....
I don't ask for much.... just want you to hear my part of explanation~ That's all I can ask
from you......
~Love Hurts........... It really hurts~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">5:46 AM