Friday, March 11, 2005

Just reached home.... went dinner and drinking with Ken and Hong just now. Saw
some posting on "her" blog when I switch on my pc and I sms "her" straight away.... its been
hard on "her", really....... In order to helped me when we're together, she sacrificed alot.... and I
REALLY feels very guilty to see "her" in this state.(And after we broke off, I told myself that don't ever let me know or hear anyone making "her" sad again..if not, im gonna break their
legs!!!) It's all because of me.... sighs.... I'm so SHOCKED & HAPPY, when I saw "her" appeared online on my MSN just now!!!!! It been sooooooo long since I last saw "her" online liao!!! I
thought "she" finally forgive me liao and willing to chat with me again. But.... sighs.... "she" just
online for about 15secs and block me again... very sad... REAL SAD~

Anyway..... so surprised to received a message from a very long time "friend" today.
How times pass.... it's been more than 12 years ago.... although she's busy flying all over the
world and we seldom met, only keep in contact through email now.... she still remember to wish
me happy birthday! So touched.... (Though still got 9 more days lah) Hahahahaa....

Today went swimming again.... but don't seems to get any darker leh.... maybe it's
because of the sun lah... so cloudy, how to tan??? Tomorrow is friday liao... but still no news
from Singapore Turf Club!!!! Don't tell me that I'm not selected??? I'm really a "Dead Duck" if
I still never receive any calls from them tomorrow lor.... coz I rejected too many job offer just to
wait for their second call liao..... sighs...... got to sleep lah... Tata~

("Dear Ti Gong" please pray that I will receive a call from Singapore Turf Club when I wake up
tomorrow)


~We Came To This World Not By Finding Someone Perfect To Love.... But To Learn How To Love An Imperfect Person Perfectly~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">3:42 AM