Monday, March 07, 2005
Went orchard today with Eric.... and got some clothes. What can I said about this Bro
of mine.... he must have sense that I've been feeling very down lately and thats why nowadays
he keep accompany me. I really do appreciate that.... but sometimes, I rather be alone.....
Anyway, been quite awhile since I last go orchard. Everywhere I went, memories of
"her" constantly surface on my mind.... whether its Far East, Taka, Tangs, Wisma, Sasa
or Hereen.... you name it~ Really miss those moments..... that we shared~
Very shocked when Eric told me that he called "her" yesterday!!! (Actually gave him "her" no. when "we're" still together... coz in case I got into any "trouble" *pui*, he can help me
call "her".....) And he only told me that after he put down the phone with her"!!!! Till now
"she's" still very angry with me.... sighs.... don't really know when "she" will forgive me..... I
knew I had done "some stupib things" that makes "her" even hate me after we broke off.... but
what done had already been done... what can I do???!!!! All I can said is 999999999...... times of
SORRY!!!!! But does it mean anything to "her"? I really don't know~ "She" said, "she" will call
me in about two weeks time.... really hope that she will keep "her" promise.... coz I miss "her"
very badly.........
Sighs........ tomorrow morning still have to go Singapore Turf Club for interview.....
though it's a job which I may have to sacrifice my weekends but I still hope can get it. Actually,
been trying to find a stable job and give "her" a
good life, ever since "that stupib company"
winded up. But no chance now..... Speaking of this company..... I have been thinking, the main
reason that "we" broke up was because of this stupib company! In the first place, if this
company doesn't have any problems during that time.... I would not have neglect "her" at all!!!
And I think even till now, we will STILL be so very happily together!!! Sighs.....
Don't really know "you" will see my blog anot..... but I still have this to said to you:
"Girl", maybe "you" tried not to think about me, keep yourself occupied from
your work, be with all your friends and are enjoying now. But I will NEVER forget how "YOU"
HELPED and STAND BY ME through those difficult periods...... "you've" always be there for
me through good and bad times.... been giving me your everlasting love..... I never thought of
hurting you all along(that's why I had "hurted" myself so badly now) and I once promise myself
that I won't let anyone bullies "you" and ever make "you" cry coz it hurts me whenever I saw
"you" cried.... I really hope that "you" will give me a second chance to return my love back to
YOU~ Back to the times we use to be~
~You Are My Sunshine.... My Only Sunshine~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">2:56 AM