Wednesday, March 16, 2005

What I "fear" most for this past 3 months finally arrived.... all my hopes are gone.... really
gone!!!!! I almost fainted when I heard the "news" from "her"........ Im sad, really sad.... no
words can really describle my feeling now.... we used to be sooooo close but now? Sighs.... "she"
really don't give a damn about anything between us.... forget it.... no matter how hard I tried,
she also won't care now.... I always been a fighter & won't give up easily.... but this time round,
I'm really tired liao... really..... since "she" can totally forget about everything..... there's also
nothing much I can said.....

"She" belongs to someone else now.... although I'm so damn sad..... but go ahead, my
dear.... If you're mine, you will come back to me again.... there's no point forcing... but forget it
lah... I'm really very exhausted.... It's really been one of the lowest point in my life...

Just before I let you go & from the bottom of my heart........ I just hope that we can still be
friend.... and "he" will treat you much more better than I do.... I really do hope so. If not, I'm
gonna break his leg!!!! I hope that you will find the happiness that you long for.... please take
good care, my dear.... I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT~


~Bye, My Dear....Hope You Stay Happy Always~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">2:20 AM