Saturday, April 16, 2005

Burp.... just had my SUPPER! Felt so gulity after having it..... I used to love supper but stop having it recently coz I'm on diet~ But today I really can't tahan, damn hungry.... just had a packet of chicken rice for my dinner after jogging, so....... :( This afternoon woke up very late, coz I'm trying to finish up some interesting DVDs that my friend had borrowed me every night. It's those true-life HongKong documentary shows that let people to know more about famous haunted places, gods & GHOSTS in HongKong & Thailand! Although I'm not scare of these "things" coz I had encountered "them" quite afew times when I was serving my national service. But still, I felt abit uneasy after watching it lor.... hahahahaa.... maybe it's my age, I'm growing older liao & my heart getting weaker..... so that's why I find it abit scary!

This afternoon Alex called and met him for Bak Kut Teh. Nabei.... that fucker damn lame lor! Called me and said he kanna beaten by 7 young punk near my house until his lips spilt had opened!!! Who asked me to be so naive??? Never think twice whether he got something up on his sleeve AGAIN anot, and believed him!!!! Wanna rush down help him liao, when he started to laughed! Almost scare me to death.... always play this kind of joke on me!!!! Fooled by him so many many times liao..... don't said, brother brother never help hor. If next time he really get into trouble, then I treat it as a joke how???!!! Ever heard the story of "Lang Lai Le" before???

One question suddendly crossed my mind when I was baking "chocolate cake" in the toilet just now..... actually this question was asked by my friend/hairstylist recently when she realised that I'm jobless and looking for a job.... and that is, "What do I actually want in my life?"(Career wise) Actually this question have been bugging me for sometimes..... and shamefully, till now I still can't find the answer!!!! I only know that I've been into 2 failed business venture since ORD. In between this 2 failed business venture, I had took up quite a few of jobs which I quitted because I found that it's either I don't liked it or have no prospect in it.(You guys can said I'm fussy) I had only studied until sec 3 and it's hard to get those jobs which I would have prefer with this kind of qualification. So I had come to a conclusion that no matter what, one should have to complete his/her studies at least to a certain level and think carefully what they want to be when young, before they starts their working life. How I wished I had study more and not be so playful when I was younger~ Sighs..... What do I really want??? I really don't know leh~


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