Friday, May 20, 2005

Don't know why.... and I just click onto "her" blog address.(The girl whom I created this blog for) Was reading through the past posting on "her" blog. I was smiling as I read her past entries ...... and with abit of sadness too~ Sighs.... what can I said? With that relaxing background music playing, it brings back all those bad and good times that we used to shared together..... the things she had done for me..... reminds me of every single things. She was very young, much more younger then me but mature~ Still clearly remember her shy & innocent look.... the meeting at City Hall.... the Mos Burger restaurant at MS and my office at Yishun.(Thinking back..... it's been hard on her.) Don't think I will ever forget all this things that had happened, cause' of that stupib company. Hahahaa.... supposed every good things must come to an ending.... but too bad, this ending is not a beautiful one~ Anyway, heard that she's going to complete her studies soon and are happily together with a new BF now. Would really liked to thank her for accompany me walking through one of the darkest period in my 27th years on this planet~

~Thank You Very Much~
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Was supposed to meet my GF today and we haven meet for so many days~ But in the end, never get to meet up cause' she's sick. I'm abit pissed off at first, cause' I was already preparing myself half way to go for dinner together when she suddendly sms me and said she doesn't want to meet liao and wanna stay at home and rest. I nearly blew my top!!! Luckily I managed cool down..... if not, think World War 3 gonna start!!!! I feels that recently we are drifting apart...... since she got this new job..... we're not meeting or toking as often as we used to be. She can be so concentrate on her new job that she can totally forget all about me!!! Sighs..... think this is the 1st time I got a GF who is so focus on her job.(Or should I said, Career-Minded?) Blame who??!Who asked me to fall in love with this cousin of my buddy???!! Well...... I guess I'll just have to "任 命" and endure all this shit..... and hopefully can get to see her tomorrow cause' this weekend she will be gone for afew days again.... sighs..... don't know when this thing gonna stop. Ti Gong!!!!! Where are you???!!!!


~Are You For Real..... Or Everything Just An Illusion~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">2:10 AM