Saturday, May 07, 2005

What a tiring day.... went for a ride on Mark bike just now and we went to la kopi at a coffeeshop near NUS. So excited at first, cause' it been such a long time since I last sat on a bike liao...... some more I think his bike got abit of problem lah. Don't seems to move smoothly. This afternoon went for an interview at Tanjong Pagar. Actually it's a retail sales job at orchard, dealing with branded goods.... and I'm going for the second interview on next tuesday. Although I hate working retail hours & the basic pay seems abit low to me..... but I still hope to get this job cause' my money is running out soon! This time it's REAL!!!! Ohhh....god! What am I gonna do with so many bills that seems to keep piling up everyday????!!! Think I'm gonna be a DEAD DUCK liao!!! :(

Sighs..... beside my bills~ Actually there's some other "problems" that had been bugging me recently. It's driving me CRAZY & I'm under tremendous pressure to PERFORM!!! I'm hitting the "30 mark" soon, but due to the stupib company.... I'm left with NOTHING now! Everything gone..... have to start all over again.... I really don't know whether I can pull myself up from this shit.... everything in a mess now. Think I'm going to suffer from severe emotion breakdown soon. One moment I can be on cloud nine and the other moment I'm brought back to reality.... (Though I'm not gonna said it here) But I really wish this "thing" will settle fast.... so I'll just gonna pray hard that LUCK is on my side and the outcome will goes my way eventually~ Dear Ti Gong..... po pi~ po pi~


~Every Step I Take, Every Move I Make, Everytime I Pray, Every Single Day, I'll Be Missing You~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">2:28 AM