Saturday, June 04, 2005

YawnzzzZ..... just woke up not long ago. Yesterday night went to Mark's cousin house at Kembangan to play manjong until this morning 6 a.m and I ended up been the BIG loser!!!! Fuck man, how come my ladyluck ditched me when I need her most??? Can't imagine that I'm the only one person who kept losing to the three of them. Think this is the first time I lose quite alot of money in manjong! Pui! So damn unlucky! Some more, I cannot smoke inside his cousin house!!!! Walau.... how can my brain "function" when I can't smoke, rite??? No wonder I lose throughout the whole night! These few days really been not my days! Everything I do, don't seems to go smoothly...... always kept banging myself into the cold hard wall, regardless in love life or careerwise.

Ohhh..... talking about love life. I got a bad news to announce and that is..... after a long chat with "her" afew days back, we had decided to discontinue this relationship. But we had promise each other to remain as good friends. Probably we may live to regret this decision in the future but at the moment, this is the only way out of our misery since this relationship is taking a toll on both of us. Guess that FATE had really played a cruel trick on us, he brought us back together after we lose contact for 10 long years..... but only to tear us apart in less than a month!!! Sighs...... all I can said is that, this relationship is not a normal case of "I wanna break up because I don't love you anymore" or whatsoever, which you guys usually saw but it's been more of "We do love each other but due to some very "complicated problems" that will involved family members, we were unable to continue this wonderful relationship. (Dear Wendy, hope you understand why I agreed with your "Happily Ever After" now) Never had I thought these kind of things will happened to me and such scene will only appear in drama series. Maybe I should write all this "story" into a script and ask Jack Neo to make a movie out of it. I'm sure it will be a box office hit!!!

Alrite guys..... that's all, for now cause' meeting Mark to have supper at the usual prata shop later..... Tata~


~We Either Make Ourself Miserable Or We Make Ourself Strong..... The Amount Of Work Is The Same~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">10:59 PM