Sunday, November 13, 2005

Yesterday went to attended a friend birthday party with Alex & gang..... then after that we headed down to Topz.... and while we're driving along some pubs at Tangong Pagar, my friend Rongyao shouted, "Hey, look! That's Jess!!!!" Everyone inside the car got "VERY EXCITED"
(Including me) and trying to look out for her!!!! Hahahaa..... actually she is my ex-gf of 7 FUCKING LONG YEARS!!!! Then Alex purposely make an U-turn(for me) and we went pulled over at the roadside. Don't know why, although we still chat over the phone or through msn but I still feel abit awkward as I step out of the car and walked towards her..... maybe it's because,
this is only the 2nd time that we bumped into each other since we broke off 3 years ago...... Hahahaaa.... it was like a "sudden gathering" from out of nowhere for everyone of us. Cause' all of us spend grew up, chilling out, party, fool around together when we're still young...... and no one even contact her back after we broke off. We left after a short conversation. Sighs.... while inside the car, many memories suddendly came alive from my dead brain...... resulting in many "What if", as those haunting memories been played back once again in my mind..... been thinking, many of us have been together for many many years since we're young and even got married...... but how come me & her can't be like the rest? Sighs....... maybe fate is playing with both of us! :(

Anyway, been happily drinking the night away after we reached Topz..... and perhaps Weiwei
thought that "something is wrong" with me after the "gathering"...... and she even volunteer to accompany drink me for the whole night! Hahahaa..... Aunty, I'm really gladful leh..... but hor!!!! I'm drinking so much because I'm HAPPY, OK??? & not because like what you guys have thought leh!!!! Nabei...... in the end, happy until I kissed a GAY lor!!!! Arrrgghhhh..... Pui!!!! Grace even took some pictures of me with that FUCKING GAY kissing together!!!!! Idiot...... don't think I will post those pictures up cause' it's too DISGUSTING!!!! Nitezzz~



~The Hardest Thing To Go Though Is Not The Results Of Disappointment..... Or The Pain of Losing Something...... It Is But The Agony Of Not Knowing Or Not Having An Answer As The Hardest~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">11:49 PM