Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Finally I'm blogging today after recharging my battery.... feeling exhausted for the past few days cause' been going out with some friends~ And finally my MSN is back to normal liao....
Actually came just back from Mark house. Was feeling bored and wanted to "avoid someone".... so went over his place to play games. Never imagine that I'll be so free till I went over to friends house to play games~ And waited for the stupib bus for a fucking 30mins to arrived before I can get home!!!

Sunday received upteen times of calls & sms from Hong, kept asking me to join him at a KTV at geylang. Although I don't like don't like those kind of places (Imagine spending $350 on a bottle of Martell excluding tips) but in the end still go find him cause' he's alone and wanna me to accompany him drink. Heard that KTV is the "Hottest" in geylang at the moment!!!! And I totally agreed with it. Hahahahaaa..... the hostess are damn "Scary" lor..... or should I said, "Horny"? The moment I stepped into the room, those hostess kept hugging me like never saw a guy in their lives before!!!! Although I hate girls that are made in CHINA but I don't deny most of them are quite pretty. In the end, 1 girl ended on my lap for the whole night and she wanted to follow me home when we are about to leave that night!!! But I deny.... don't know why also.... what a waste~ Overall the whole night was FUN !!!Hehehe.... ;p

Then yesterday met Janet at IMM for lunch. Wow.... it's been more then 12 years since we last had a proper conversation together and she's still the ever cheerful & optimistic girl that I've known. We did alot of catching up of our lives for the past few years over lunch. And concidently , she also know my best friend Rongyao. Then she accompany me go Orchard to look for some clothes cause' I'm going to attend my cousin wedding next month. Wow.... we even continue our conversation over dinner at Swensen. Hahahahhaa..... we sure got alot of things to chat man! After that I just send her home cause' she's staying quite near my house also. Had such an enjoyable time with her yesterday!(Thanks gal!) Anyway, we're going to meet again this week!

Sighs.... actually wanted to change my blog song to "Lonely" by Akon. Think this song suits my blog name but can't find leh.... Sighs.... forget it lah~ Going to rest for awhile now. Cause' watching soccer match later~ Ole Ole Ole Ole! Haahahaaaa.... think I'm going crazy! Good nitezzZ everyone!


~If I Have A Wish, I Will Choose To Go Back To The Past, Back To The Place Where I First Met You And Tell You That You Have A Great Smile And Said I Think I Have Fall In Love With You~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">1:18 AM
Sunday, April 24, 2005

FUCK MAN.... it's such a warm night and my MSN kanna virus!!!! Think won't be using MSN for awhile.... received a "file" through MSN from a girlfriend of mine and I am stupib enough to open that "file"!!!! Walau.... now my MSN kept sending those virus to my friends whenever I online.... hope they are not stupib enough to open those "file".(Although I warned them before) Sighs..... all I can do right now is to wait for my friend, Mark to help me solve my problems NEXT WEEK~(Ooi!!! You heard that??? FASTER leh!!!!)

Never get to visit Elton at NUH today cause' he's already discharged..... luckily we called his family first before we want to go down, or else it will be a waste trip~ Hopefully tomorrow can go his house to visit him....

Poor me.... it's saturday night, and here I am watching TV alone at home. Sighs.... I realised that it's getting harder and harder to find some kakis out for drinks as I grow older cause' all of them are either attached or married and they need to accompany their partners during weekend. Maybe that's the reason why I called myself "LonelyJames" in my blog & MSN(Lame) Think there's only left just a few "bachelor" like me within my close group of friends. But even then, most of them usually went to Zouk. I may party occasionally but it'll get kinda bored if you keep going there week in, week out. Some may asked, why don't I just get girlfriend and settle down? Well..... I did try, but found out that there's one problem that always arise when I get into a relationship(Okay, I admitted) and that is..... I always don't seems to be satisfied with what I have~ Always think that the next girlfriend I have, will be better then the present one. I know it's very bad of me to think that way. I tried to change for the better but HEY, that's me I'm LonelyJames!!!! It's either you hate me or love me~ ;p


~The True Measure Of Compatibility Is Not The Years That Are Spent Together.... But How Good You Are For Each Other~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">1:33 AM
Saturday, April 23, 2005

Sighs..... have not been blogging for the past few days cause' feeling sick. Woke up today feeling very dowsy and having sore-throat. Been such a long time since I fall sick liao.... think it's due to the lack of rest cause' I kept playing with that Fifa2005 and that's why I fall sick.... took some medicine just now and feeling much more better now~

Nothing much worth mentioning for the past few days.... except to wake up early every morning to flipped through classified section to look for a job and meet that stupib Mark and accompany him to Jurong Point to buy his PC.(Yes, he finally brought it) Finally got someone can help me reformatt my PC liao.... then while still at Jurong Point, went to find my long lost friend, Janet again~ At least this time round, got to said hi to her! Just received an SMS from her saying that while she's having her supper just now, she saw a guy with a "Bah Bah" body and slim legs(She said just like a FROG!!!!) that resemble ME!!! What is this???!! Do I really look like a FROG??!!! Nabei...... don't think that we had known each other for so long liao and I don't dare to KICK YOUR ASS hor!!!! Have to think for a nickname for her too!!!! If not, I will have no peace whenver I see her~ ;p

Going to NUH with gang tomorrow to visit Elton. Sighs... received a call from him this afternoon.... thought he's boring at home and call me to chit chat, but I was so shocked when he told me that his condition had deteriorate and the doctor advised him to admitted into the hospital~ It been 1 week already and no one knows that he's been hospitalise~ And he kept reminding me to bring some chocolates for him tomorrow~ Sighs..... I really don't know what to said~ It hurts me to see him "behave" this way...... just hope that he get well soon~


~We Do Not Stop Playing Because We Are Old.... We Grow Old Because We Stop Playing~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">1:56 AM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Just send Mark home in that new Nissan Sunny Super Saloon!!!!! So excited when I lay my hands on the wheels, finally get to drive that new car after been out for almost 2 months. Actually I was feeling very nervous when driving to his house lor..... coz I still haven got back my driving licence and scare kanna road-block...... but that stupib Mark kept talking rubbish to me throughout the whole journey!!!! Nabei.... din't even keep a lookout for me!!!!

Went to IMM this afternoon..... and while waiting for a cab at my house downstairs, I saw Alex!!!! Hehehee.... asked him to drive me there instead coz I'm late AGAIN!!!!(Thanks Alex!!!) Then accompany Mark to find Shane regarding the PC again when I reached there.... in the end never buy coz he still haven decide what PC he want. After that he come up my house with his laptop to play FiFa2005 together. It was my 1st time playing this game through multiplayer on PC and it's was so much FUN!!!! We kept shouting & laughing away loudly!!!! Hahahahaa..... luckily my mum never come knocking at my door to ask us to shut up! :p

Sighs..... skipped jogging today coz Mark was at my house just now...... and never went for my swimming/tanning for almost 2 weeks liao..... coz nowadays the weather sucks..... hopefully tomorrow weather turn for a better. SHIT lah.... while I was typing away now, I suddendly had a strong craving for the claypot rice that I had last sunday.... and it's making me very hungry now..... and I also realised that I just had 1 meal today~ Arrrghhhh...... gonna endure it and go to sleep now before the thought of claypot rice makes me go crazy~ NitezzzZ!!!!


~No Women Will Ever Own 100% Of Me..... 'Cause I Belongs To 99 Other Women~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">3:24 AM
Sunday, April 17, 2005

I never go for that "Indecent Proposal" today...... neither did I call to inform, "The person whom it may concern". Hahahahaa......(Hope she's not angry with me) Instead went to meet Mark at Jurong Point this evening. Never seen him for so long, think only met him once at a coffeeshop years ago. We used to hang out together when we're young. Hehehee.... as usual, I was late. Thought that since my long lost-friend Janet are working there, I can go find her and said hi, but too bad she's off today~ Sighs..... no choice, think have to wait till next week then we can meet up. Then accompany Mark go Courts to look for a new PC because afew weeks ago, his girlfriend of 1 year actually THROW IT AWAY when they quarrel!!!!(Wow.... Believed that???!!!) What a fierce girlfriend he got!!!! And concidently, the sales guy who served us is my school mate! Don't know why, but I seems to bum into alot of my friends often on the streets. Actually Mark wanted to buy the PC from my school mate, but he forgot to bring his pay slip. We ended up at KFC for a meal after walking around at the shopping mall for quite awhile. And guess what???!!! I bum into another friend AGAIN!!!! Nabei.... buy 4D also never so "Zhun"~

Was chatting with Mark half way on MSN after we reached home when he told me that his girlfriend is coming up his house and have to stop chatting. So I was literally very surprised when he message me on MSN again after one hour later. He told me that his girlfriend just left his house and they had just broke off..... I was shocked, and asked him why? why so sudden? Thought they were still okay just awhile ago? Hahahahahaa!!! And I tell you guys, the reason why they broke off is the MOST OUTRAGEOUS ONE I EVER HEARD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!(Age below 18 please skip this line) He told me that his girlfriend started to show him attitude face while helping him to "Blow" for only 1 minutes.... feeling frustrated, both of them quarrel and then broke off!!!!! Hahahahaaa..... really laugh me to death!!!! I think there's not many couples in this world that can get the chance of tasting this type of weird break off like my friend, Mark did!!!(Think he's gonna kill me when he read this!!!) ;p

It's saturday nitezzz... don't you guys find it weird that why I never mention about booze today? Haahahaa...... okay okay. Feeling very sleepy now~ NitezzzZ..... Everyone!


~Did Anyone Tell You That, Before You Wake Up, You Have To Stop Dreaming First~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">3:54 AM
Saturday, April 16, 2005

Burp.... just had my SUPPER! Felt so gulity after having it..... I used to love supper but stop having it recently coz I'm on diet~ But today I really can't tahan, damn hungry.... just had a packet of chicken rice for my dinner after jogging, so....... :( This afternoon woke up very late, coz I'm trying to finish up some interesting DVDs that my friend had borrowed me every night. It's those true-life HongKong documentary shows that let people to know more about famous haunted places, gods & GHOSTS in HongKong & Thailand! Although I'm not scare of these "things" coz I had encountered "them" quite afew times when I was serving my national service. But still, I felt abit uneasy after watching it lor.... hahahahaa.... maybe it's my age, I'm growing older liao & my heart getting weaker..... so that's why I find it abit scary!

This afternoon Alex called and met him for Bak Kut Teh. Nabei.... that fucker damn lame lor! Called me and said he kanna beaten by 7 young punk near my house until his lips spilt had opened!!! Who asked me to be so naive??? Never think twice whether he got something up on his sleeve AGAIN anot, and believed him!!!! Wanna rush down help him liao, when he started to laughed! Almost scare me to death.... always play this kind of joke on me!!!! Fooled by him so many many times liao..... don't said, brother brother never help hor. If next time he really get into trouble, then I treat it as a joke how???!!! Ever heard the story of "Lang Lai Le" before???

One question suddendly crossed my mind when I was baking "chocolate cake" in the toilet just now..... actually this question was asked by my friend/hairstylist recently when she realised that I'm jobless and looking for a job.... and that is, "What do I actually want in my life?"(Career wise) Actually this question have been bugging me for sometimes..... and shamefully, till now I still can't find the answer!!!! I only know that I've been into 2 failed business venture since ORD. In between this 2 failed business venture, I had took up quite a few of jobs which I quitted because I found that it's either I don't liked it or have no prospect in it.(You guys can said I'm fussy) I had only studied until sec 3 and it's hard to get those jobs which I would have prefer with this kind of qualification. So I had come to a conclusion that no matter what, one should have to complete his/her studies at least to a certain level and think carefully what they want to be when young, before they starts their working life. How I wished I had study more and not be so playful when I was younger~ Sighs..... What do I really want??? I really don't know leh~


~Tough Time Don't Last...Tough People Do~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">2:16 AM
Thursday, April 14, 2005

Wah..... just finished chatting with a long-lost ex-schoolmate, Janet~ It's been so long.... exactly 10 years since I left school liao~ After all these years, she's still the same. Not much difference... just that abit more bubbly leh~ Actually I used to have a crush on her during school days, in fact think that time we can be togther lor. But who ask me to choose "brotherhood" over her. Sighs... stupib me! What a waste~ Hahahaa... siao! Anyway, going to meet up next week :p

Got an "indecent proposal"(Don't anyhow think) from a girlfriend of mine, a few days ago! Shocked me for awhile, when I finally got what she means.... and I'm still considering it. But if you guys can't see me online this saturday night, then that means it's "on" liao lah! Sighs.....think not much program for this week. It's so boring staying at home and I'm still jobless. (Ya, I know I'm complaining again) Everyday it's either jogging or swimming but no working. Although it's healthy for my body to exercise but it's unhealthy for my pocket. Let see how long I can last~

Yipee! Can't wait to go sentosa later with "Buaya Eric" & "Act Cool Edwin". Always got siao idea, whenever I'm with "Delta Company"!!!! Hope later will be a crap day again! But hor!!!! I almost forgot that I need to go for interview this afternoon with "Ah Gal" leh!!! How huh???!! Aiyah.... don't know lah..... go sleep 1st~ Think I make my decision later. NitezzzZ.... everyone~

Just visited an interesting site, and ask how evil are you? They said, I'm 65% evil and I'm getting there! Although I haven't done all the damage I could do but I've done quite a bit. I'm just over the border into the Evil Zone. Go try it! http://www.hilowitz.com/john/home.html



~I know Love Is Blind.... But We're Living In The Real World~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">4:46 AM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Nabei.... just fixed back my PC again~ At last can online again. Been searching around for someone to fixed my damn network problems. Thank Godness, found Ken who is a
professional in networking, finally free to spare some time to help me liao....

Yesterday while sleeping half-way, Anqi called from Texas again but this time is to screw me upside down for no apparent reason!!! And I didn't even have the chance to ask her properly when she hang up the phone!!!! Well.... it seems that Fucking Eric been using my "name" to disturbed her all along~ Always been his "shield", whenever he got into any trouble and he didn't even bother to tell me 1st, made me kanna screw by her for nothing!!!! Damn piss off~(Especially when I'm just half awake) Then just explained to Anqi what exactly had happened on MSN. Think that girl really mentally unstable. At first still can chat properly, but then suddenly she turned mad liao.... never in my whole life did I encounter any people who got a mood swing more severe then her!!!! Only got one word can describle her and that is...... SIAO!!! Sighs.... don't talk about her liao.... or I will vomit blood later!!!!

Went IMM to look for Shane today, coz finding some cables for my PC.... hahahahaa..... was so SHOCK to see her with her short hair!!! What happened to her hair???Don't know why she cut away her beautiful long hair for what???!!! And she looks like a primary school girl now!!! She said she cut it for a change..... but to me, the change is too dramatic lor..... can't stop laughing when I think about her hair :p Actually I also just got myself a new hair-style recently.... courtesy by Yoou~ Wah.... what can I said about that "Cool Lady"??? Getting prettier & prettier liao..... hahahahaa...... my saliva dripping none-stop when I saw her..... and she got herself a nice tanned too. So envious~

Hahahahaaa...... can you guys believe this???!!!! I just got a call from a young punk(Who claimed to be Anqi friend) while I'm here typing half-way!!! And he threatened me that if me & that FUCKING Eric don't stop disturbing "HIS FRIEND"!!!! He will teach us a lesson!!!!! Laugh me to death liao lah~ Never seen a more stupid guy than him before, frankly using his own no. to call me!!! So funny~ Come on, kiddy!!!! Give me your best shot!!! I'll be waiting for you, okay???!!!! Alrite, alrite.... got to hide under my blanket now~ NitezzZ...


~It Takes 42 Muscles In Your Face To Frown But It Only Takes 4 Muscles To Extend Your Arm And Slap That Mother Fucker~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">3:34 AM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Yeah!!! I'm a HAPPY MAN TODAY!!! Finally got a new HP liao!!!! Actually thought of replacing my "Siao Hp" long ago... but never coz I'm jobless, and don't want to spend so much money.... Sighs... but no choice, still got to replaced it since my friends kept complaining that they can't hear me talking when they called!!! And I went Sentosa with "Buaya Eric" for sun tan today!!! Been waiting for this day for a long time liao.... coz it had been very cloudy & raining for the past few weeks.... but in the end we only managed to tan for awhile.... coz the sky started to get cloudy again...(But at least better than nothing lah) :p Can't stand that "Buaya".... It's always the same old story when we reached there..... kept looking around for girls to "sian"... and without fail, he "target" one babe within a short time and decided to go over but the girl seems to notice him from afar and walked away when that "Buaya" approache her! Laugh me to death! Hahahahaaa.... in the end, he "lan lan" walk back empty-handed~ ;p

We went to Penisular Plaza to alter some jeans after that.... Phew..... luckily we left Sentosa early coz It started torain heavily when we reached there. While waiting for the jeans to be ready, we went over to a friend shop selling shoes and chat with her. Sighs.... seems that we are going to Zouk this saturday(AGAIN???) Think I'm getting sick of Zouk liao... but bo bian leh... It's one of my buddy(Edwin) from Delta Company, Birthday~ How can I don't go, rite? It's already evening time when the jeans are ready.... and we decided to go over to Marina Square for our dinner but only a few shops are open only when we reached there, coz it's still under renovation...

Sighs.... suddendly realised that I had not been working for about 2 months liao... although I had been enjoying my life very much during these period, went clubbing, having nice food, sun-tan, swimming & Sentosa etc... but life's without a job still sucks lor... coz all "these leisure" above cost MONEY!!!! And especially when my money are running out soon!!!! Hahaahaaa... think I'm getting more & more slack as the days past by, really got to find a job soon.... but I had said it for many many times liao...but still never go and find~ Sighs... don't what am I thinking... I really don't know~


~I Don't Know The Way Of Success.... But I Know The Way Of Failure Is To Please Everyone~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">1:27 AM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Chance upon a short but meaningful article written by "someone", and I find it just so true and thought of sharing it with you guys... hope you guys also agree with what is written in it....

~A Penny For Your Thought~

Why cry wasted tears over a relation that was never meant to be mine in the first place?
Human, even though are emotional creatures, after a period of time, everything will be just memories of what had taken place.
We should make ourself happy instead of lingering in this sorrowful event.
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be
and that you have wasted so many days/months/years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If she isn't worth it now, she's not going to worth it a year or 10 years from now.
Then we just have to wake up from our dreams and let go.
If you love someone and could not tolerate his/her attitude,
you do your best to change your love ones. But If you can't change it,
maybe you can change your way of thinking and love the way he/she is.
And not by simply turn your back away from him/her and leave.
If that's the case, then it's not called "True Love" and there's no point for you to hold on.
Thinking back.... OR is it MAYBE it's all because of possession, and not because of the love that you guys are hanging on???



~Love May Be Gone... But Feeling Is Still There And Always Be There Till The Days I Can Really Forget~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">3:37 AM
Sunday, April 03, 2005

Hurray!!!!! At Last.... I'M BACK!!! Finally can online liao... I was waiting for Singnet to activate my internet for these past few days... and I FINALLY GOT IT!!!! Life without PC are just soooo miserable~Can't really imagine how I managed to survive during this period.... been watching vcd all along and it's sooo DAMN BORED lor~Blame it on my elder brother, who had decided to cancelled away his internet within such a short notice (Ya, it's under his name) coz he had just got a new PC in his new house. Anyway, I had just posted quite afew of new entries here, hahahaaa..... so "Kaypo Friends".... just slowly take your time and read through, ok? ;p

So much things had happened during these past few days.... and some of the "things" are inappropriateto mention here anymore coz "SOMEONE"(YES!!! IT'S YOU!!! DON"T LOOK AROUND!!!) been looking at my blog secretly!!!! Although my blog is open for anyone to view, BUT, I can tell "you" that, YOU'RE NOT WELCOME HERE!!!! (Ahem) SO PLEASE.... FUCK OFF!!!!!

Okay Okay, (Cool Down...) let's get back to what I wanna said... went to have breakfast with Alex, Ronyao & Weiwei today.At first, We had fried noodles at Holland Village...(recommend by Alex) but felt that we are not full so we went to Tanglin Halt to have curry chicken~ Hahahahaa.... think we are like hungry ghost lor... where got people have two rounds of breakfast one??? After that I faster rush home, cozI almost forgot today is my MUM's Birthday!!!! And she had told me that we will be going for lunch at 12pm! Happy Birthday to Mummy~ Happy Birthday to Mummy~ :p So have to rush back home after the breakfast. We went to have buffef at a well-known resturant at beach road, but the food SUCKS! BIG TIME~(Hmmm.... izzit because I had too much for breakfast this morning?) Then actually planning to go shopping with Mum, brother & his wife after that.... Hehehee.... thought can have shopping spree at the expense of Mum! But end up I never go coz Dad don't know the way home, so I had to guide him all the way back to JURONG!!! Sighs.... there goes my shopping spree.... :( (Phew... but at least he never nag at me.) YawnzzzZZ.... gonna sleep liao... been watching vcd everyday till wee morning~ But before I go, I had purposely save one columne below to some "MOTHER FUCKER"!!!! Anyway, nitezzzZ... EVERYONE!!!

To "some uninvited guest": If "YOU" don't cherish what "YOU" have now, and still wanna fool around.... well....then please go ahead.... BUT, don't blame me if I start to take back what you don't DESERVE right before "your" own eyes, AGAIN!!! I have ZERO TOLERENCE about "your doing"!!! I said it, and I WILL MEAN IT!!! So, please start behave "YOURSELF" & cherish what "you" have NOW!!!



~Every Step I Take, Every Move I Make, Every Single Day, Everytime I Pray, I Be Missing You~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">3:49 AM