Sunday, November 13, 2005

Yesterday went to attended a friend birthday party with Alex & gang..... then after that we headed down to Topz.... and while we're driving along some pubs at Tangong Pagar, my friend Rongyao shouted, "Hey, look! That's Jess!!!!" Everyone inside the car got "VERY EXCITED"
(Including me) and trying to look out for her!!!! Hahahaa..... actually she is my ex-gf of 7 FUCKING LONG YEARS!!!! Then Alex purposely make an U-turn(for me) and we went pulled over at the roadside. Don't know why, although we still chat over the phone or through msn but I still feel abit awkward as I step out of the car and walked towards her..... maybe it's because,
this is only the 2nd time that we bumped into each other since we broke off 3 years ago...... Hahahaaa.... it was like a "sudden gathering" from out of nowhere for everyone of us. Cause' all of us spend grew up, chilling out, party, fool around together when we're still young...... and no one even contact her back after we broke off. We left after a short conversation. Sighs.... while inside the car, many memories suddendly came alive from my dead brain...... resulting in many "What if", as those haunting memories been played back once again in my mind..... been thinking, many of us have been together for many many years since we're young and even got married...... but how come me & her can't be like the rest? Sighs....... maybe fate is playing with both of us! :(

Anyway, been happily drinking the night away after we reached Topz..... and perhaps Weiwei
thought that "something is wrong" with me after the "gathering"...... and she even volunteer to accompany drink me for the whole night! Hahahaa..... Aunty, I'm really gladful leh..... but hor!!!! I'm drinking so much because I'm HAPPY, OK??? & not because like what you guys have thought leh!!!! Nabei...... in the end, happy until I kissed a GAY lor!!!! Arrrgghhhh..... Pui!!!! Grace even took some pictures of me with that FUCKING GAY kissing together!!!!! Idiot...... don't think I will post those pictures up cause' it's too DISGUSTING!!!! Nitezzz~



~The Hardest Thing To Go Though Is Not The Results Of Disappointment..... Or The Pain of Losing Something...... It Is But The Agony Of Not Knowing Or Not Having An Answer As The Hardest~

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Arrrgghhh........ I'm suffering from hangover AGAIN!!!!! Yesterday meet up with Alex & Grace at a pub called, "Topz". At first we just relax and had a few drinks..... but after awhile, we decided to "try out" some cocktails! The 1st glass is called "Frustration". Hahahaaa..... Don't know how it got it's name, but you sure WON'T GET FRUSTRATED after drinking it! 2nd Glass is called "Waterfall". Hmmm..... this drink is my FAVOURITE!!!! Used to have this drink almost every single day during my working time at a "nightspot" Lastly, it's a drink that I detest most and it's called "Graveyard"!!!! Yucks!!!! After drowning that stupib drink..... I straight away rushed to the toilet and vomit liao...... been so long since I "Merlion" lor..... and imagine that I still continue to vomit even when I'm lying on my bed!!!!

After Topz, Baby called and I went down to Boat Quay to find her. Didn't even realised that we had not been seeing each other for 1 month plus...... until June told me!!!! Walau eh...don't know what am I doing actually..... luckily they never forget me and I got a BIG HUG from each of them when they saw me!!!! Hahahahaa..... Baby!!!! Don't worry lah..... maybe we can be "Colleague" soon and can see each other more often liao leh? ;p

Anyway, took some stupib pictures when I'm "High" at Topz......

Grace & Me...... What is that idiot Alex doing behind???














Eunice & Me.......














The 3 Of Us.......

















~The Less You Guys Are Around.... Means There Are More Women For Me~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">8:48 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005

So tired & sianzzz man.... think my parent gonna reach S'pore soon.... and they gonna start "those nagging" again when they're home! Argghhh..... just can't stand their nagging! How I wish they can stay away from S'pore for a little while more.(Dream on...) Haha! Just afew presents & no nagging for me will be great!!!! Anyway, just got back home after settled some stuffs and had breakfast with Lianchen, Rongyao & weiwei at Cecil St. What is this, man??? The Lor Mee that we had is strongly recommended by alot of friends and heard that, they had been in business for more than 40 years! But after having it, the verdict = Disappointed!!!! Been wondering why are there still so many people queueing up when the food is so COLD when served???? Pui!!!

Sighs.... I know I'm complaining again.... but bo bian! Cause' I'm putting on weight AGAIN!!!! Arrghhh..... been eating non-stop and especially during at those weird weird time! What is having breakfast at 6.32 a.m. early in the morning without even sleeping for the whole night???!! Anyway, just send "her" home yesterday night.... but it seems that this stupib girl can't stay at home for long. Went out again after had dinner with friend. In the end, got herself drunk! While I went to meet my brother's at the "Big Carpark", and I received a "bad news"..... that is 1 of my "brother" had CANCER!!!! Sighs.... really speechless when all of us got the news but still have to "act blurr" cause' that brother of mine doesn't want anybody to know about his situation yet..... really feel that life are so fragile, no matter how strong or healthy they are.... and it's even worst, when we can't do anything about it!!!! Just watching helplessly as God take away my friends from me..... one by one....... Sighs.....


~Great Empires Do Not Fall..... They Crumble..... Brick By Brick.... Stone By Stone...... Until Nothing Is Left But Dust And Rubble~

[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">12:23 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Sighs..... just send my "Qing Ai De" back home. Earlier on, there's so much laughter inside my room.... but now it seems so quiet man~ Hahahahaa..... kinda not used to the suddened change leh~ ;p

Anyway...... past few days had been great!!!! Last friday met Chanel & Lynn at bugis.... after that, we went to Momo!!! At first, I thought we can't finish up the bottle of martell..... but in the end, WE DID!!! And plus a super kick waterfall too!!!! Hahahahaaa..... then Lynn said, she wanna listen to techno songs..... so we went over to Shanghai at 3plus. When we reached there..... I'm already quite "high" liao..... but we still ordered a bottle of martell again! Hahahaha..... don't know what that stupib Chanel was doing..... kept vomit non-stop, the moment she stepped inside the disco. And she went home without even getting her butt on the sofa!!!! In the end, left me and Lynn to ROT in Shanghai!!!! But eventually both of us also went off after awhile.......

Arghhh....... sunday was back at Shanghai with Chanel & Lynn again to finished up the balance..... luckily this time round, it's not so shiong. Alrite, let's cut the craps and look at some pictures that we took......

Lynnlynn & Me at "Club Momo"














That's Chanel & Me!!!!














~Lynnlynn & Chanel~














My 2 Lovely companion for the night!!!!















Okay Okay..... that's all folks! Gonna watch my soccer match loh..... Good Nightz!


~Love Is Accepting The Other Person Just As They Are And Just As They Are Not~

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